The Nibiruan Council

Author: Jelaila

  • Depression – It Takes Three to Tango

    Depression as a topic has taken up countless pages of print, countless hours of research and discussion, and countless hours of treatment and diagnosis. In recent years it has received much media attention and has been attacked by an onslaught of new drugs. But until a higher perspective is introduced, no real solution will be found.

    I have experienced depression for most of my life. I say that because I have no memory of not being depressed. School age days have memories of rage, terror, and hopelessness.

    When I was 15 years old, I discovered sex and booze and began an odyssey of self-medication and compulsive sex until my body gave out at age 33. I can most describe the experience of depression as a constant noise, at times louder, and, at times, with less volume. Often the outside world would have no influence on how loud the noise would be. At other times an event would bring on a crush of depression completely out of proportion to the perceived situation.

    I have built businesses, lost business, gotten married, gotten divorced, had children, self medicated for 18 years, and have been clean and sober for 19 years, and still found myself depressed! My only memories of depression being at a hardly perceptible level were:

    1) In 1987, when I started my last business which involved leaving behind the idea that I needed others to do it.

    It was also the time when I completely ignored the overwhelming problems of being successful which included severe under capitalization, a house payment of $3500.00 per month, and the fact that, at the time, I was a single parent of three teenage sons who were living with me in the house from which I ran my business (the later would certainly justify any amount of depression to most experienced parents!).

    2) At the conclusion of the 1997 Nibiruan Council workshop during which I (a) experienced heart surgery aboard a ship (b) expressed uncontrolled violent rage that had been pent up for a lifetime toward my mother (c) moved into the higher perspective of seeing my contract with her where I had asked her to play the role that she had played (d) brought myself into total appreciation for what she had been willing to do for me at my request, and (e) reached a state of complete compassion (non judgement) and experienced orgasmic joy.

    3) My first date with my lifemate and future (now present) wife. During our four-hour dinner, Jelaila and I talked about our lives and I allowed myself to be open in speaking about my depression, which since the August workshop had not only returned, but had reached a peak of hopelessness, despair and constant suicide scenarios.

    This state of being felt even worse from my perspective because of the breakthroughs at the workshop, as described above, coupled with my quick and deep descent into total darkness. In fact, the only reason I was alive to experience that dinner date, was because of a very special relationship with a wonderful friend and lover named Shari, who had, as part of her contract (in her life blueprint) delivered me to Kansas City!

    In speaking with Jelaila that evening of December 2, 1998, I found myself engaged in a conversation about the dark, for which I had so much negative judgement, with a beautiful woman who could only see a positive, beautiful side to my experience. She saw only opportunity where I saw only hopelessness.

    By the end of the evening, my noise had decreased 90% to a distant hum! This was the experience that opened the doorway to my walk-in of December 10th, the recognition of my lifemate (which is a whole other story to be told at another time), and the eventual understanding and acceptance of my first role in this planetary school.

    After weeks of bliss and excitement, including our marriage, trips to Mexico and California, and amazing personal interactive growth experiences together, I, Jehowah, found myself in a deep depression on a hopeless mission. And it’s taken all three of us to find a way out!

    The partnership of the Soul, the Ego, and me (the Self) had to be utilized. Keeping peace instead of fear between us was essential in going through this experience. By having constant meetings between the three of us, I was able to keep an overall attitude of openness while, at the same time, feeling hopeless, despondent, useless, unloved, unloving, enraged and depressed.

    This openness allowed the Light and the Dark to begin to learn how to dance together, at the same time. The lively, and at times, heated and impassioned discussions between Jelaila and me began a dance of understanding each other’s orientation as manifested by each other’s feelings, emotions, expressions, and points of view.

    By expressing freely to each other, we began to really experience our roles and realize how challenging they were to be. She was able to bring in the higher perspective of the Ninth Dimension to pull me into Light (knowledge and love), and I could inundate her with the hard facts of the Third Dimension and pull her into the Dark (pain and fear). Integration on planet Earth had begun!

    This openness was coupled with an almost constant willingness to experience a different perspective than where I was. This co-existed with the rage, depression and other manifestations of the Dark. Thus, I found two low profile but important keys to attaining polarity integration. It was like acknowledging that another point of view existed even if it was wrong and could never apply to my situation. The use of these keys allowed me not only to receive information (Light) and assistance from Jelaila, but also from my guides which included various members of the Council on higher D, such as my loving and supportive brother Devin, and my wonderful and powerful parents Vindra and Cobazar.

    This constant flow of information, and a completely different perspective than mine, was also coupled with support and information from my dear and loving partners Versarai, Malarai, Nancy Joy and Mark Hefron. None of this information would have been of any use without openness and willingness because, without them, I could not have heard. Without hearing, I could not have hoped to integrate and balance Light and Dark.

    As I sit here and write this, I experience the pain and the joy. Many circumstances in my life I would change, if I could, right now. Some of these things cause me great pain. At the same time I see and experience the connection within the relationships that bring me great joy. No longer does one exclude the other. There are no good thoughts or bad thoughts, just thoughts. With some I experience pain. With others I experience joy. Some of us experience more of one than of the other. Regardless of which way it is for each of us, the one certainty that is irrefutable is that it is what we came here to experience.

    Depression is my darkness. Light is my relief.

    In service

    Jonathan (Jehowah) Starr

    Written August 1999

  • Polarity Integration: the “Universal Game”

    Polarity Integration means the integration of two opposites. In our universe the “game for soul evolution” is called Polarity Integration and what we are here to integrate are the two opposites, Light and Dark.

    The Light can be described as love, joy, bliss and all the emotions connected with the upper chakras. The Dark can be described as fear, anger, blame, shame and all the emotions connected with the lower chakras.

    The Light represents the “reward”, joy, happiness, bliss. The Dark represents the “lesson”, the challenge. Emotional/physical pain, and the emotions of fear and anger are what we must learn to value as part of the lesson.

    Compassion is the goal of the game. Compassion is the integration point, the middle point of the two opposites. When the soul reaches true compassion, it feels acceptance for both sides, judging neither as inherently good or bad. Achieving compassion or integration means that a soul sees the value in both the Light and the Dark, and chooses to have both in balanced portions, as part of itself.

    Each soul in this universe is playing the Polarity Integration Game in order to achieve spiritual evolution and eventual reunion with Divine Creator, the Source, All that Is.

    One of the great challenges of the Polarity Integration Game is finding the value in the Dark. The Dark is the schoolhouse, and the classes are the lessons we desire to learn in order to achieve a balance of both within ourselves.

    The other great challenge is our belief that we want to stay in the Light. The Light is like a vacation spot on a tropical island. It is a getaway from the stress and strain of spiritual growth. We were never meant to stay there because staying in the Light would be polarizing to that extreme.

    Polarizing to either the Light or Dark stagnates spiritual growth. It also eliminates the ability to procreate since the physical form is then partially emotionally shut down. It takes a balance of both polar opposites to be able to procreate without a problem.

    In order to achieve our goal, we all play roles that are Dark and roles that are Light. Otherwise, we could not integrate because we would not have the experience of these opposites.

    We achieve our spiritual evolution by incarnating on different planetary schools. Planetary schools have varying degrees of free will and, thus, provide different levels of empowerment. Earth is a planetary school with total free will, thus enabling souls incarnating here to experience the full extent of their creations and choices. Planets with this degree of free will are called “Grand Experiments.” There have only been two others in our universe.

    We, the people of Earth, have now reached the end of our planetary game. We must now open up our memory banks to recall the rules of the game.

    We have the codes of compassion in our DNA and higher dimensional tools are being given to us to enable us to achieve compassion. Nibiru has returned to fire those dormant codes and open up our memory.

    Will we achieve integration? The choice is ours, and if we do, our planet will shift upward dimensionally and the remainder of the universe will follow suit.

  • Comparing Only Leads to Pain

    As we continue to experience the intensity of integration … and to judge and compare those experiences, a word of caution for those with codings from the dark side…

    Through the endeavors of the 9D Nibiruan Council, the people of Earth have been given the nine steps of the Compassion Formula, the nine levels of DNA Recoding, Reconnection and Activation, and the Compassion Keys. All are higher dimensional information converted into 3D language that we can understand from our perspective in this 3D planetary school.

    They were meant to be accessed and used first by Walk-ins, Starseeds and anyone else who came to assist mankind of earth, to enable them to create templates that mankind could use to attain the consciousness of ascension, and the shift of themselves and their planet to the 5th dimension.

    This was necessary because the systems on this planet being fear-based, and combined with the denseness of the planet, make it next to impossible to ascend without those higher dimensional templates. There is no way out without a templates and processes to use.

    Each individual who accesses these templates (the DNA RRA Process and the Compassion Keys) in the consciousness grid of earth to integrate the light and dark will find their experiences are often different than those of their neighbor. What I want to share with you is a story of the futility of comparing one’s experiences to another in this process because it can only lead to unnecessary pain and suffering.

    Each person’s experience of working these steps and ascending these levels is an experience unique to that person. It all depends upon one’s orientation, lessons to learn, past life experiences to be integrated and, most importantly, one’s coding.

    One of the most difficult problems that I had in 1998 after I walked in, was constantly comparing my experience to Jelaila’s description of her experiences. For as I found out slowly but surely, the greatest pain was not in the experience itself (no matter how difficult), but in my judgement of myself in how I was transgressing the experience, how quickly I was moving through my next step, and the conclusion of perceived self worth based upon those two judgements.

    In earth’s system the ego/child part of us has been rigorously trained to base self worth on what one does, who one is to another (and how they are valued and treated by that other), what one has (possessions), and what one has accomplished. I share the following experience as a painful example of this patterning.

    In 1998, shortly after my marriage to Jelaila, I lost my business of 12 years (remember that a walk-in assumes the memories, experiences and obligations of the original soul). The one friend/employee that I trusted to purchase my company betrayed that trust. He played a very dark role for me and became my nemesis.

    Due to choices he made, (one was to fire a salesman who just closed an 800,000 deal that we lost due to the termination of the salesman) my company collapsed, my bank accounts were seized, myself left unpaid, and all those who were in my company (which were like my family) were betrayed and left jobless, with paychecks that bounced. These were just a few of the life dramas that presented themselves as a context for soul growth and RRA during the demise of my business.

    During this time I found it extremely difficult, and at times, impossible not to judge myself and have negative feelings about who I was, and how well I was working the nine steps and recoding. With my identity gone, and my livelihood destroyed at the hands of another (my feelings at the time), I felt helpless with rage, and near hatred consumed me no matter how many times I used the Formula. And all the while I kept asking myself, How could I be the one selected for this role of representing the Dark with such rage and helplessness engulfing me? Perhaps because of my coding (reptilian) I am incapable of transmuting and achieving compassion. Someone obviously has made a big mistake! How can I have such judgements when I know that compassion is experienced only when all judgements have been released? How can I possibly be making templates for other reptilian coded people to use if I cannot do it myself?

    All my feelings of inadequacy were made worse by listening to Jelaila’s experiences because I thought that mine were supposed to be like hers. And this too added fuel to the fire as I struggled to deal with my feelings of jealousy and anger towards her for being able to do it so easily, or so I believed. There were many times that I wanted to tell her to shut up when she would be telling me how she just got this lesson or that lesson. It seemed so easy for her. It didn’t seem fair.

    It was not until my father, Cobazar, spoke to me from the other realm that I began to release the idea that I should be able to move through this experience like she did. He said to me in his deep, voice, My son, the way a dinosaur walks across the land is quite different from how a lioness would do it. A dinosaur’s steps are slow, sure and steady; a lioness scampers, its feet barely touching the ground. As for how they experience integration, it is similar to the way they experience a pool of water. Cats will dip their toes in and quickly withdraw. Reptiles, on the other hand, will immerse themselves completely in the water, taking their time.

    With my father’s help, I began to see that comparing my experiences to Jelaila’s was only creating more pain for me, heightening my feelings of worthlessness.

    So, if you are anything like me you will spend more time in your immersion into darkness, be it depression, anger, a dark mood or whatever. The cats don’t do it that way. They dip their toes in, get a feel and scamper off. That is their experience, not ours. As I began to embrace my own experience, I began to appreciate the experience. I began to know that this is what I came to experience. This is what I came to do. It was not all the things that my ego was convinced that I should be doing, thinking or feeling. (See Jelaila’s booklet The Soul/Ego/Self Partnership) The true value was in my present, my now. It was in my experience.

    By learning to flow with the experience I was able to bring the rage and disappointment I felt into compassion by seeing the lesson, the contract, the role and reflection, the aspect of myself, and the inevitable gift. Only then was I able to move into acceptance, allow myself to let go of the negative feelings and release my former business partner from blame.

    So, in listening to others’ experiences of working these steps remember, if you want to know how it’s supposed to be then look at what you are experiencing and embrace it. Don’t compare! The way you are experiencing it is exactly how it’s supposed to be.

    In service

    Jonathan (Jehowah) Starr

    Readers Comments

    “Thank you very much for your article on comparing. I will try and remember what you have said as I have often been angry with myself and my way – I seem to lumber slowly across the landscape, unable to move on until the foundation for a change has been built so solidly and so painfully deep. Best wishes with your work, and many thanks for your website which is putting together patches of information I heard or saw here and there into a very clear picture – I am very grateful to you and Jelaila. (as well for the technical competence and clarity of the site – it is one of the best I have visited. Please pass on my compliments to whoever administers it. Regards.” Susan P.

    “I can totally relate to what you said about this topic. I am doing much better now, but every once in a while I still fall into the same extremely painful pattern of comparing my pace of evolvement to others. I found it out for myself, during my very typically Reptilian, intense spiritual journey, that I should NEVER compare myself to others. Why? Because if I truly trust the Creator, I MUST know that if I do my best, I am exactly where I am supposed to be, no matter, where my other brothers and sisters are. I am a lot more peaceful now.” Love, Marianna

  • Integrating the Holocaust Emotional Block

    Why is the Holocaust such a monumental emotional block? Why does this block seem to go emotionally deeper than the events themselves, though horrific, would warrant? Why did an event that only affected a small part of the world have such a worldwide impact that still haunts us today?

    Why do the memories of the Holocaust, pictures of gas chambers, little children being torn from the arms of their parents never to be seen again, and the horror of medical experiments continue burning in the hearts and minds of millions of people long after the events occurred? Why are we not able to release it and put it behind us like so many other atrocities that have occurred in the course of mankind’s sojourn on this planet? And why, fifty years later, is there still so much pain, anger, and hatred around it?

    The answers, beloved ones, lie in the ancient past…and in the realms of the higher dimensions and the spirit world. I will explain.

    The Spirit World Beyond Time

    Long ago beyond time and space as we know it, and before Earth was created, there was a plan developed to create a planet where the extremes of polarity could be experienced. It was to be a Grand Experiment of free will, a place where souls could learn and experience duality without restriction. It would be a place where light and dark would come together to dance the dances of separation, and eventually, integration. In time that plan for that planet and that Grand Experiment manifested and became Earth.

    Inherent in the plan for the Grand Experiment called Earth was a completion plan that called for the planet, and the people who chose to, to ascend into a higher state of consciousness at the end of the experiment. But to get to that higher state a way, or plan, had to be created to get there. We know it as the Ascension Plan. This is where the Holocaust comes in … it was and is part of the Ascension Plan. Let’s continue.

    Ascension by definition is the process of moving from one dimension to another through the many levels or overtones of each dimension. In order for Earth and its people to ascend to their destination, there must be something to integrate, something we can transmute to achieve enough frequency boosts to get our planet moving up through the dimensions. That something is known as dark energy (fear, anger, guilt, shame, hatred, etc). Dark energy is transmutable, and therefore, the fuel we use to spiritually evolve. And when packed into large blocks such as the Holocaust Block, that dark energy would present monumental opportunities for big frequency jumps.

    The Ascension part of the Grand Experiment called for numerous large blocks that could be either brought forward from the past or created at the end time. The Holocaust was one of those blocks. Though begun in the ancient past, it was a block that was designed with a long timetable and whose culmination and real purpose would not be revealed until the end times. And just as planned, this has come to pass. We have reached the time for integration.

    From Ancient Times to Now

    As I discussed on the audio tape The Holocaust Emotional Block, there is a historical reason for the anger of the Nazis towards the Jewish people. And even though the truth about the Exodus, its real date, the identity of their god, and the identity of the people known as the Israelites is much different than what we have been told, the fact is that a massacre of many nations by one nation still took place. And the spiritual lesson that precipitated those events is still the lesson we must learn in order to integrate this block.

    So let us look at the events that led to the Holocaust, 3500 years later, as we know them now. Over three millennia ago the Israelites were coming out of Egypt. They were on their way to the land of Canaan, the land given to their ancestor, Abraham. A god whom we are told was Jehovah or Yahweh led them.

    When they neared the border of Canaan, they became aware that the land was occupied by other nations, one of which was the descendants of their ancestor, Abraham. There were seven in all with each one individually being larger than the Israelites.

    Then, their god issued a command to destroy those nations. He assured them that he would deliver these great nations into their hands. And so it was. The Israelite armies invaded these nations, and one by one, murdered and massacred every man, woman and child in every one of those seven nations. They left not one person alive.

    So why did they do this? Why would they exterminate perhaps a million or more people, people who had done nothing to them? It was because they feared that those nations would at some point rise up against them, and because they were much smaller in numbers, they feared that they would be destroyed. And why, after they had entered the Promised Land, did their god command them not to intermarry with other tribes and in most ways, keep themselves separate from other peoples?

    The latter question, though related, primarily pertains to the fears of their god, Jehovah or Yahweh, but for the sake of space, we will only look at the first question. We can explore their god’s motives in another article.

    So how is this massacre of the seven nations by the Israelites related to the Holocaust today? Well, those seven nations incarnated as the Nazis and their allies, which included those with anti-Semitic feelings in other countries in Europe.

    The Israelites incarnated as the Jewish peoples who were caught up in the Holocaust. It is my understanding that only those Israelites, who did the killing, were involved in the Holocaust. Those who were not, the wives, children, and elderly of the Israelites were born in places where they were safe from the Jewish purge, or were born as the descendants. Therefore, today, just as before, the family members of the Israelite army were indirectly affected.

    So what was the lesson the Jewish peoples wanted to learn? It was the lesson that separation from others, either through pushing people away or killing them in order to remain safe, will eventually draw to them the very thing they fear, abandonment and physical death, as in the case of the Israelites.

    They killed the seven nations in order to safeguard their own, but as their history affirms, they have been overrun and their cities and temples destroyed many times. The Holocaust was just one of the worst cases of drawing this lesson to them because they drew the fear, anger and rejection of seven nations of souls they massacred before, this time.

    What was the lesson the Nazis wanted to learn? It was the same lesson. They too, as the previous seven nations, needed to learn that when you attempt to destroy another group of people out of fear for your own survival, you will draw that fear to you and you will be destroyed. The Allied Forces eventually destroyed the Nazi regime and the 3rd Reich. The very thing the Nazis feared they drew to them. (One of the main premises used by the Nazis for exterminating the Jews was their fear of the Jewish people’s power to control the government, financial and industrial sectors, which at the time of WWII, they did. It was really not about creating a pure Aryan race; that was a front for the real reason.)

    So, in essence, the Nazis felt that if they could destroy the Jewish peoples they would be destroying their hold on the monetary, financial and industrial power of Germany and Europe. Only then would they feel safe and able to survive. Just like the Israelites, 3500 years before, they saw the other side as a threat to their survival.

    So we see that both sides were learning the lesson of separation and survival. Both sides experienced the consequences of exterminating others to survive.

    What was the gift? The gift was the lesson learned. It was the opportunity to learn through experience that living in harmony, acceptance and understanding leads to the survival and safety of all.

    he time has come for both sides to take responsibility for their actions and release the other from blame. The Holocaust block provides one of the greatest opportunities for individual and planetary spiritual growth. As each of us integrates the pain of the Holocaust Block within ourselves, we not only gain a frequency boost for our own ascension, we also gain a boost for the planet as well. Let us not allow the pain and suffering of those dedicated souls, who so valiantly played their roles, be in vain. Let’s show our gratitude and appreciation by using the gift they have placed before us. The time is at hand, ascension is nigh. Integrate, take responsibility, release from blame, and love each other again.

    Jelaila Starr

    Written July 1999

    Readers Comments

    “I’ve always felt that the discovery of the Nag Hammadi Scriptures in the year 1945 meant something and that something had to do with WWII. After reading the article Intergrating The Holocaust Block at Jelaila’s web site the meaning came through load and clear. What better time to confirm/announce the secret teachings of Jesus than at the end of the Jewish/Aryan karma. A new meaning for term the final conflict. Thanks Almine for pointing me to Jelaila. Love,” Randy T.

    “Your article on the Holocaust Block was very interesting. There seems to be a similar ascendency block going on with many of us african-americans following the aftermath of slavery. what are your thoughts on Slavery and the very real psychological scars that it has left on african-americans, race relations, and on the descendants of slaves and slave-owners all over the world. also, what was the lesson for slaveholders, and the believers of manifest destiny? what was the plan? what about the many who lived and died never having questioned the institution? what will they/have they drawn to them in later incarnations?” Sincerely, Ina.

  • Feeling the Fear is Part of the Contract

    As you all know, there are many and various ways to obtain and receive information from the other realms, worlds, spacecraft, dimensions, etc. There are books, tapes, channelings, TV programs, plays, movies and, now even the Internet.

    While I personally crave the information, it is of primary importance to me to be able to live it and relate to it in our 3D world. Even sports can have realizations in their drama.

    For you professional football fans, did you see the press conference with the Miami Dolphin’s coach Jimmy Johnson? Johnson’s mother died right before the end of the season. While he did take time to go to the funeral and was clearly deeply saddened by her passing, he toughed it out to the max and was there coaching on the sidelines that very week.

    After the season Jimmy decided to resign, which shocked the entire football world. On the morning of the press conference to announce his decision, the Miami Dolphin’s owner and their quarterback both spoke to him and convinced him to stay, and instead of quitting, to hire an assistant so he would have more time for his family.

    Time with his remaining parent (who has cancer) and his two grown sons, of whom he saw little when they were younger due to the extreme duties of being a headcoach, were two of his main reasons for resigning. Jimmy is also getting remarried and was clearly under pressure to spend more time with his future wife.

    As I watched Jimmy struggle in his new role and back peddle in his agreements and commitments, I thought about how those of us who made agreements and commitments in other dimensions, other worlds, and then came here to earth school, now struggle with those agreements. Since this is a total “free will zone”, we have the choice to keep or not keep the agreements we made “over there.”

    I have friends whom I have watched struggle with this issue. I struggled greatly myself. I have had many opportunities to do things that “made a lot of sense” in the 3D world systems. Friends even called and encouraged me to do some of these things. Inside me, though, it just didn’t quite fit. I say “quite” because, while it was true that taking some of these 3D steps would have solved the immediate 3D problems, the real motive behind taking the steps in questions would have been my old friend, FEAR.

    Remembering that all the systems on this planet are fear-based systems, I had to really examine from what I would be expressing in taking a certain action in my life. When I really remained open and “hung out” with the decision for a few days, I would often find that the apparent joy associated with taking a certain step was really relief from the fear that was pushing me to do it!

    An example of this was when we were almost 3 months behind in paying the rent and a friend, who really needed a sales manager, told me of his need. I felt some excitement about the job, but it was only after several days of reflection that I found my true motive was relieving the “pressure”, not the joy of fulfilling my spiritual contract.

    Since my contract has much to do with setting templates in the earth’s consciousness grid, I’ve learned that living in great fear and trepidation is part of the assignment. The same goes for looking ridiculous to others including my spouse (or, at least, feeling like I do).

    I felt friendly concern for Coach Johnson as he walked away from his press conference and headed home to explain his decisions to his fiancée . I feel concern for those who I know have contracts, but still choose to play the 3D game without integrating their fears and integrating their contract into 3D. I’m concerned that any of us who do so will be very saddened upon our return from where we came—a major big time missed opportunity. At any rate, good luck Jimmy and to all of us in realizing our truth.

    Post Script—A Super Bowl Heartbreak

    When Dan Reeves, head coach of the Super Bowl participating Atlanta Falcons had heart bypass surgery near the end of the season, recuperated and returned to lead his team into the playoffs and, eventually, the Super Bowl many of us cheered and our hearts went out to a man who had reached this lofty goal 3 times before with Denver, only to lose.

    We watched the underdog Falcons go into the Viking’s deafening Metrodome in Minneapolis and, not only play with complete reckless abandon and come back from a large Viking lead, but go into overtime after loosing the coin toss and still beat the Vikings to progress to the Super Bowl—against all odds. Then everything changed. In the Super Bowl Coach Reeves went back to conservative play calling and stifled his team into a deficit from which they could not recover.

    Let’s all remember to continue to “go for the gold”, not buying into the fear, and live out our contracts with reckless abandon.

    In service

    Jonathan (Jehowah) Starr

    Written July 1999

    Readers Comments

    “Fear, fear oh my god have I got fear but I have to keep reminding myself that none of this is real. I saw the movie the 13th Floor this weekend and I just wanted to go take that road to the end of the computer game … Thanks I needed that reminder. I have been going through some major physical and emotional pain and my angels sent me the messenger. Let’s all remember to continue to “go for the gold”, not buying into the fear, and live out our contracts with reckless abandon.” Deb K.

    “Having read your article, ‘Feeling the Fear is Part of the Contract’, I do accept this issue of free will but I think that there is a qualifier here in that sometimes we make a choice leading down a particular path and we can then reach a point where we do not have a choice but to continue down that path! This is how I understand my life to be, but I can honestly say that it is now getting better and better and I am beginning to feel some peace on earth. Thank you for your living example, and thank you for reading this e-mail – it’s nice to have someone to share these thoughts and feelings with. Yours, with love.” Emma Rainbow

  • The Power to Manifest Money comes from the Dark

    Over the last several months the Council has been working with me on integrating the Dark side. Now you would think that I, who have been teaching and sometimes preaching this issue since the beginning of this work back in 1996, would have this down by now. Not so, my friends. I still have much to learn. Through their loving guidance and teachings, I have been able to see the Dark in a whole new way and at a much higher level. I am told that we come to the understandings of the higher realms one step or level at a time, and this one is no different. It is one of those teachings that I wish to share with you now, for it has helped me to finally ascend out of the pit of financial despair.

    Back in January of this year, Jonathan and I were facing some real financial challenges. The last of our savings was gone and try as we might we could not sell the big ticket items, a Harley and a Corvette, to acquire more money to support us and this work. For weeks on end we tried to sell both items, running ads in the local papers, without success. Finally we understood that something was blocking their sale. And to add insult to injury, Jonathan had just received notice that a court case against his former company had been thrown out and he was now eligible to be paid several thousand dollars that had been owed to him by the plaintiff. We could not get to that money either. So, here we were sitting on at least $60,000 and no way to get to it. Can you imagine the frustration?

    So one night I went into a major tirade accusing the Council and my other guides of not coming through for me, of not being clear with me when I had asked over and over what was causing the block. After the tears were spent and I lay in bed exhausted, the answer came. The block was being caused by my not moving forward to begin holding workshops. I thought I would fall off the bed! Yes, there had been signs that this was the problem, such as Nancy Joy telling me over the phone the week earlier that I was afraid to do workshops, and, of course, other people suggesting that I begin workshops, etc. But, like a blockhead I refused to hear them.

    Soon after, I got in touch with why I was scared through a conscious self-regression. I counted backwards to three and then saw myself in a previous lifetime. I was running through the woods fleeing a group of men who were hunting me. It seems that I had been a teacher in an esoteric school and it had suddenly become politically unpopular. In particular, I had been teaching women about their inherent power and how to use it effectively. As I moved forward in time, I saw that I had been protected by virtue of my marriage to one of the town fathers. Obviously this didn’t last, so here I was running through the woods trying to flee these men who were ready to hang me. Perhaps I had gone too far in teaching those women to use their power. In any case, my painful death and being ripped from my children and shamed in the process was what was stopping me from holding workshops in this lifetime. It was also why I would not call myself a teacher.

    So, now I understood what was between me and making money. I also understood that until I released this block I would continue wallowing in the pit of financial despair. So how did I do it? I called to my Soul (I call her Maebel Lee) and said, Maebel Lee, show me the way to integrate this fear of being a teacher again. I am willing but I am scared!

    Then I went to my Ego (Jessie) and had a little meeting in our special place, you know, the one you create for your Soul and Ego and you to meet. First I encouraged her to express her fears. In my mind, she took my hand and led me through a series of visions where I had died from doing this work. I told her, based on what you have shown me, you have every right to feel the way you do. I appreciate you sharing this with me and, as the head of our team, I choose to ask Maebel Lee to allow the triggers to come forward to help me integrate this fear. Are you with me? I asked. Since I had validated her fears, she felt assured that I had heard her and was making the decision that was in her best interest. Then I said, I’m still going to move forward to integrate this fear. Will you work with me? After some negotiation we set up an agreement with each other to hold one workshop, then after the workshop was over, we would meet again to discuss the outcome, and if it was good, then I would set up another one. We agreed to take baby steps to integrate the fear.

    Within days the triggers began. Maebel Lee was true to her word. I felt I was in the greatest darkness of all because the triggers included being willing to lose the friendship and support of three people who had walked beside me almost from the beginning.

    I had to reach into my power chakra to hold my boundaries. I had to reach into my creative/sexual chakra to bring forth the information for the workshop. I had to reach into my base chakra to draw upon its power to keep grounded and able to discern whether I was on track or not. All around me the pillars of my life were crumbling. Friends were angry with me and walking away. I was making the choice to let go of doing things the way I had always done them in doing this work. And, there was nothing yet, no new ideas to take their place. I was in the void big time!

    The first date for the first workshop came and went with no one signing up. I tried hard to keep a positive attitude about it, but it was fading fast. Then I set another workshop date and again no one showed. Now, I was really beginning to think that I had screwed up. This went on for two more workshops. By this time I was ready to quit, and I did, several times, but then each time Devin would talk to me and encourage me to go on. I would agree, though sometimes rather reluctantly, and persevered. It paid off. My next workshop held in May had three participants. After that the amount of people signing up began to increase. By the time July rolled around, two of the workshops (there are six) were filling up and we were finally, for the first time in many months, able to pay all of our monthly bills on time and get most of our back bills caught up.

    With each workshop, I still go into a little panic over whether I can do it. I still have fears that I will not meet the expectations of the participants due to the fact that I allow the information to flow, and don’t use an agenda. I still think this is wrong sometimes, but each time, it gets easier. So the moral of this story is that when we use our Dark chakras, our lower chakras, to integrate the fears that keep us from making money, we release the block that keeps us from being financially secure.

    So you see, the ability to make money does, indeed, come from the Dark.

    Jelaila Starr

    Written July 1999

    Readers Comments

    “What I find most intriguing is that I have returned to the sense of self I felt as a child after I had returned to computers/technology. It feels like I have picked up where I had left off so many years ago, and it feels great. The return to this path wasn’t without its upheavals, however, but it was worth it. I take pleasure in helping others through computers, so much that I believe that this is where I’m doing my lightwork. Now I’m getting all kind of offers for advice and suggestions and referrals for computer work! But you know, not once was I afraid of changing my life back to my childhood path, because somehow I knew things would be alright. Love and Light.” Tony

  • Building Your Multidimensional Ark

    The idea for this article came one morning as I was sitting with my husband Jonathan discussing the ever-persistent challenges facing us these days.

    Long gone are the days of single-hood, financial security, fine homes and luxury cars. Each morning upon waking we are faced with overdue bills, and bodies that hurt in places unimaginable due to the emotional clearing we are going through.

    Yes, we could say that all our problems are due to bad decisions in choosing business partners for the former, and deciding to fulfill our soul contracts for the latter; yet, from a multidimensional perspective neither of those will fly.

    From a 3D perspective, our lives have changed for the worse since beginning our spiritual work. We’ve gone from riches to rags and bodies that hurt almost every day. Yet the Council sees it just the opposite. We never cease to marvel at how they can think that way.

    So here we sat asking ourselves what we were doing wrong to bring about such problems in our lives, problems that, no matter how we try and how multidimensional we stay, don’t seem to end. And to make us feel even worse, many of our friends “out there in the 3D world” don’t have these problems at all. They have good jobs, make plenty of money, and continue to live their lives as if nothing is going on.

    They seem to be oblivious to the galactic and spiritual happenings taking place right under their noses. So we ask the Council, why not us? Why can’t we be financially abundant right now with good health like we used to have while doing our spiritual work? I told them, “You said that if we recode our DNA and achieve multidimensionality that we would have all that we desire. So I completed recoding. I achieved multidimensionality (not the big deal I thought it would be). So where’s the payoff? Are we blocking it in some way? Is it that we are still not loving ourselves enough? What is it?”

    As I was asking the questions the answer was already forming in my head as a vision. It was a vision of Noah building the ark. As I listened with my inner ear, a voice (Devin) was telling me that Noah, too, had doubts, fears and great emotional, physical and financial challenges to face while building the ark. When all his friends were building homes, spending money and otherwise having a good time, Noah was building an ark (actually a submarine, but that’s a whole other story) for an event (the Flood) that he had no way of knowing would even occur.

    It was then that I began to understand things from the Council’s perspective. They were telling me that I was building my multidimensional ark in preparation for the coming events.

    Devin continued by saying that Noah also faced major relationship challenges with his family and friends. “Remember,” he said, “that Noah was from a long line of priest-kings and was a temple priest. Temple priests in those days made good money. Imagine what his co-workers thought of him quitting his job in the temple to build a boat. And imagine what it was like when he told his wife that he was going to give up his job and build an ark because the Lord had asked him to.” I thought, “She probably wondered if he had permanently lost his mind!”

    Are you beginning to get the picture? Noah had just as difficult a time doing his spiritual work and preparing himself for the future as we do today.

    Like us, it was hard for Noah to take it on faith that giving up all he had gained in his life to build a boat for a future event would really pay off. It took great courage and strength of conviction to keep going when everything in his life and mind was telling him to do just the opposite.

    I believe that, in order to build the ark, Noah had to face a lot of his deepest fears. I believe that he had to wonder on a regular basis if he was insane. Weekly reality checks were probably as common for him as they are for me. How many times did he cry out to the Lord (Enki) asking, “Why me, Lord?”

    I also believe that, based on what I have gone through knowing similar knowledge, his finances probably took a nose dive after giving up his temple job and that his body bore the brunt of a lot of emotional clearing just like ours do now. But when the rains came, just as the Lord (Enki) said that they would, I’d bet any amount of money that he was very glad that he had stuck with it, got that boat completed and got his family to safety.

    So, if you are experiencing similar challenges in your life when your friends all around you are not, remember that, just like Noah, you are building your ark. But, in this case it is a multidimensional ark instead of a physical one, and the ark you are building is your multidimensional consciousness. It is that multidimensional ark or consciousness that will keep you safe and allow you to ride the waves of the coming of Nibiru and the events that will follow.

    No, you won’t have to move to the outback of Montana and live underground. With your multi-dimensional ark or consciousness you will be safe wherever you are. That means that Y2K, the chip implant, deadly viruses, etc. will not harm you because your bodily frequency/consciousness will be above those 3D things.

    This time it will not be a physical global flood of water. Instead it will be an emotional flood since we are now in a more advanced time, both spiritually and technologically. Are you ready?

    If you are experiencing great emotional and physical challenges and/or great money shortages, just remember that those challenges are your chosen vehicles for clearing your emotional and physical bodies and integrating your fears, and that they will take you into multi-dimensionality. So relax! You are right where you are supposed to be and the money shortages will eventually end.

    Remember, when you look around at your friends and envy their easy life, that you are being prepared for a greater purpose, a near future event that will change the world. And, also remember that, because you have prepared, you will be safe and, not only that, you will finally reap the abundance, joy and good health that you have worked hard for and so richly deserve.

    Jelaila Starr

  • Have You Completed Your DNA Recoding?

    September 23rd was a significant day for me. It was significant in that I received an answer to a problem that seems to be facing so many people as they struggle through their lives trying to perform daily tasks and, at the same time, fullfill their spiritual missions.

    Over the past few months, many of us have been struggling with our fears and emotional blocks. There have been times when we wanted to give up, but then we realized that there was no place to go. We came to Earth to do a job, and that job is what makes our hearts sing, so for us there is no other place to go but off the planet. As a result we are left with feelings of near hopelessness. As the frequency of the planet continues to increase, we feel the weight of our remaining emotional baggage weighing us down more and more with the result being very painful at time, both emotionally and physically.

    In addition, our contact with our guides seems erratic at best, and the messages are not clear sometimes. It feels as though we are still trying to complete our mission in physical bodies whose circuitry is mis-wired. This causes our guidance systems to be messed up. For many, the emotional wiring in their bodies still seems to be wired through the mental center instead of the heart center. As a result, they are not sure whether it is their Soul giving them guidance or their Ego.

    If you feel that you are having some of the above mentioned challenges, then let me ask you two questions:

    • Did you complete the recoding of your DNA with a Genetics Engineer?
    • Did you complete the Recoding chart found in “We are the Nibiruans” Book One (also the DNA Chart Booklet)?

    If not, then it is possible that your challenges in clearing your emotional blocks and completing your Earth mission, are due to the fact that your DNA wiring is still mis-wired.

    The Second Chakra Connection

    One of the most common mis-wirings is in the second chakra area. The second chakra wiring is disconnected for most people on Earth. This disconnection occurred around 3400 BC. This blocks you from spiritual maturation or evolution.

    Another way of saying it is that the second chakra disconnection hampers your ability to clear blockages around the opposite sex and sexuality because the second chakra (sexual chakra) wiring is unplugged.

    The second chakra represents not only the male/female block, but also the Light/Dark polarity or block. It is the most important chakra involved in soul evolution and ascension. All other chakra clearing is dependent on the clearing of this chakra through the integration of the male/female and Light/Dark polarities. Furthermore, it is through this chakra, that one becomes unconditionally loving, and reaches the consciousness of compassion.

    In addition, the second chakra wiring is connected to the psychic (endocrine) glands. If your second chakra is clogged, due to disconnection, then so are your psychic glands. This causes you to not be able to clearly hear your guides or your Soul.

    The second chakra disconnection also blocks the activation of your Mer Ka Ba. It severely limits your ability to clear the blockage in this chakra thus keeping you from lightening your frequency.

    As discussed in We are the Nibiruans Book One, the Mer Ka Ba is activated when the body frequency reaches a certain level of vibration. Your vibration cannot increase unless you are clearing out the blockages. A Genetics Engineer can correct the mis-wiring. That is why we were given the DNA Recoding, Reconnection and Activation process two years ago.

    As part of my assignment, I completed the DNA Recoding process back in September of 1996. As a result, I am able to see and hear very clearly. So even though I am still clearing and going through my stuff, it is a little easier because I am not cut off from my guides and I know when my Soul is talking and when it’s my Ego. I cannot begin to tell you how good this feels! It is the difference between going through life able to see and hear and being blind and deaf.

    My husband Jonathan, on the other hand, has not completed recoding yet. As a result he is in almost daily emotional and physical pain. The full moons, the time of the frequency boosts, are getting harder for him to get through. His whole body aches and he ends up bedridden from fatigue for most of the day before and after the full moon. Jonathan is either highly emotional during that time or he is lost in the deep darkness of depression.

    As the frequency on the planet continues to rise, the weight of our emotional blockages will begin to cause us more emotional and physical pain due to their density.

    Jonathan tries to talk with his Soul and guides, but is having trouble in receiving the answers. He is frustrated, angry and hovers on the brink of hopeless, and having a mis-wired physical vehicle only makes it worse.

    As soon as he manages to clear an issue, he inevitably recreates it by following his Ego (fear) instead of his Soul (love). This happens because his guidance systems are malfunctioning due to his emotional wiring being routed through the head (Ego), instead of the heart (Soul).

    As the Ancient Ones, (Lightworkers, Starseeds, & Walk-ins) this is cause for alarm. We all came to show the people of Earth, the way back to the Light. If we quit, we will have failed them and ourselves.

    Two days ago, I was talking with Devin. I asked him why this was happening. He gave me the answer by sending me to a bookstore to find a The Ancient Ones, the Mission Remembered. by Reigie. It talks about our mission, and us (you and I). Though the author sees things from a point of polarity, the information about us, and our mission, is accurate.

    I would encourage you to get a copy of this book and read it. I think you will find, as I have, that we have overlooked a valuable piece of assistance, and that is the completion of our DNA recoding. Without it we cannot hope to successfully complete our missions, because we are walking around in crippled, physical vehicles, due to mis-wiring.

    I bring this to your attention in an attempt to assist you in your efforts to move forward with your mission, and to find joy and peace while doing so. It is not my intention to admonish you in any way. If there is any admonishment due, it would be for myself for getting away from the DNA recoding because I was going too fast in moving forward on my mission. I had been reprimanded, by the Council, for going too fast and therefore began to shy away from talking about the advanced information that I continued to receive. I was told that people could not keep up the pace and therefore were beginning to reject the advanced information. I was informed that I was giving them too much information too quickly. So I shied away from talking about recoding for fear of more rejection. I apologize for this and urge you to take care of yourselves by going back and completing your DNA Recoding (rewiring). I am here to assist you in any way I can.

    The DNA Recoding & Reconnection Chart

    The Recoding Chart in Part Three of Book one was given by the Genetics Engineers to assist us in pinpointing what has been reconnected (rewired) and what is still left to be completed.

    When working with the chart, use muscle testing to see if each DNA strand (wire) is connected to each of the glands in the endocrine system . If you have someone who understands the process, and can see and hear efficiently, ask them to check the chart for you. I would not recommend doing it on yourself as most of us are not able to be completely objective about ourselves.

    If you need help with the chart please let me know. I provide DNA Recoding Coaching sessions for this purpose.

    Once again, we have found that we cannot stop spiritually advancing because most of the world is not ready for it. We, as the Ancient Ones, must move forward and prepare ourselves to assist them when they are ready. As I understand it, recoding our DNA or rewiring our circuitry is one of the necessary steps. It is one of the ways we were to be given assistance from our friends and loved ones who are now our guides. They stayed home when we left to come to earth. They know we cannot successfully complete our work if are walking around in crippled vehicles with our guidance and communication systems malfunctioning.

    So take heart, my beloved brothers and sisters. This may be the answer to our increasing pain and feelings of slow progress.

    Love to you all,

    Jelaila, Messenger, and your sister, from the Galactic Federation’s Nibiruan Council

  • Bridging to the Masses

    The world of today is, in many ways, much different from the world of just a year ago. Stop and think where you were this time last year. Hasn’t it been a year of phenomenal growth and change? Today as I took a walk in the woods, this thought crossed my mind and became the inspiration for this article.

    There is a beam of energy being sent to Earth via the Moon, from Nibiru, the Hale-Bopp Companion. This beam or frequency is providing us with the opportunity for unprecedented spiritual growth. It is actually increasing the frequency of Earth, thereby thinning the veil between us and the higher dimensions. As a result we begin to receive information hitherto denied us by virtue of the density of our dimension. In the Book of Revelation, it states that in these days knowledge will be increased. I often wondered as a child what that would look like and how it would be done. Now, I am blessed to be living that experience. We used to receive new information maybe once a year, then about every six months. Now it is coming almost weekly! What an acceleration! What a great time to be on Earth!

    Yet, with this new opportunity comes an inherent challenge, that being the ever widening gap between the Lightworkers and the remainder of Earth’s population, which I refer to as the Masses. With every new piece of information the gap between the enlightened and the unenlightened grows. Now is the time to begin bridging back to these beautiful souls and bring them forward so we can shift this planet with a majority of them included.

    Now I realize many may say, Let them be! It’s too late to go back now!

    I say Provide them with the same opportunity you were given when you began your spiritual path. What good would it do to shift a planet with only 5% of the population? I realize I’m being very generous with 5% since the Lightworker population isn’t that great, yet.

    Surely they deserve the same opportunity you were given. They need guides just like you needed them, and your need was lovingly fulfilled. Now, you have the opportunity to be one of those guides, an ascended Lightworker guide lovingly serving in the same manner your higher dimensional guides served you.

    For many, reunion would be a dream come true. Most of us Lightworkers have had to leave someone behind on our spiritual path. For some, it has been their entire family and for others, a good friend. Do you realize that these individuals are part of the Masses? Do you realize that bridging back to pick them up and bring them forward would reunite you with people you love? Isn’t it worth the effort? Isn’t the time now, before the gap widens even more? If your answer to my questions is Yes, then read on.

    So, how do we do this, how is this accomplished? Simple, we all become living bridges between our present world and the world to come. In other words, we become what we teach. As an emissary from the Nibiruan Council, it is my service and my desire to provide you with the tools to become a living bridge along with the support to implement those tools.

    Well, what is a living bridge, you may ask? A living bridge is a person who has attained multidimensionality while in a 3D body. They have obtained what Kryon calls Ascension Status. An ascended Lightworker is a person who has a frequency much the same as Jesus had while he walked on Earth. They can see, hear and communicate with beings or people in other dimensions. They also can discern who they are communicating with, just as if they were screening 3D phone calls. They have gained citizenship in the galactic community by virtue of their new higher consciousness. This level of consciousness is what we seek in our pursuit of spiritual enlightenment.

    The ancient masters and many others have informed us that to successfully shift and ascend a planet, a large percentage of the population must reach this level of consciousness. At the present time the Nibiruan Council, the main overseeing council of our galaxy and custodians of the Hale-Bopp Companion, Nibiru, is working towards a 73% shift of the masses in 2012 AD. I used to think this was a somewhat lofty goal, but now I see how it can be accomplished.

    So how does one accomplish becoming an ascended Lightworker? By recoding your DNA. Let me explain.

    The Nibiruan Council has provided mankind with a process for recoding the DNA and obtaining the level of Ascension Status. And even better, it is an accelerated version of the process that mankind, as a whole, is experiencing due to the frequency being beamed from Nibiru. The accelerated process can be completed as quickly or as slowly as one desires. There is a template already completed and residing in Earth’s grid for this process. A template is like free software, anyone can use it.

    Recoding is a simple process but does take some work. The work is clearing out the low frequency emotions stored in the physical and emotional bodies, and releasing the implants in the Light body (MerKaBa) that holds these emotions in place. The emotions connected to these implants are the root cause of physical and mental illness. The implants are connected to the lessons on your Life Blueprint.

    The emotions stored in the emotional body are clogging the plumbing of the psychic glands. Clearing them out is like using cosmic Drano. As they are cleared the psychic glands come back on line, thus opening your communication to higher dimensions. The release valve for this emotional clearing is located in the new chakra called the high heart.

    The high heart is at the thymus chakra, located between the heart and the throat in the upper chest. The high heart acts as an incinerator, transmuting the low frequency emotions into compassion, the highest frequency emotion.

    The tool for activating the high heart incinerator is called the Formula of Compassion. This Formula enables you to see the lesson you wanted to learn, then bring the layers of emotion stored in the physical/emotional bodies, and connected to the lesson, into the high heart where they are transmuted into compassion. With this you experience repeated frequency jumps, or ascension steps.

    Reaching the level of ascension requires only that you repeat the process enough times to bring your frequency up to the level where the psychic glands and the MerKaBa are fully activated. As you work with the Formula, your consciousness begins to change and you see things very differently. Now, instead of seeing yourself as a victim of the problems and challenges in your life, you see yourself as the powerful soul that created the challenges in order to learn a lesson. You gain compassion and let go of judgment towards yourself and others. You integrate the Light and the Dark and see them as equally valuable parts of the whole, the Creation of God.

    Now, back to the topic of bridging. To bridge successfully we must become ascended Lightworkers. Instead of lovingly pushing books on our loved ones, let’s become a living example of joy, compassion and unconditional love. Let’s become the kind of person they want to emulate . It’s not what we say, it’s what we are that will bring them around. The high frequency of an ascended Lightworker is like honey to bees. It draws people to you. They want what you have and they can have it by walking the path that you walked. And you will have the joy of being their guide and lighting their way home.

    Jelaila Starr

    Readers Comments

    “I just read bridging the masses and it was a relief, I felt so alone in my endeavors that I just wanted to die, (sometimes) I have separated from family and friends, and I knew even when I was doing it that in the past I would’ve blamed them for this separation but my intent was too clear this time, but I didn’t know why I was doing it. I feel a lot of relief after reading you article, I have gone to a channeler in Arizona this past March he also spoke of the council of 9, when I sat down to talk to him after a few minutes I felt so dizzy, and I knew the energy changed in the room, he told me I was from a different star system, I forget the name of the star system but I would like a channeler that I can get some information on just what the heck I need to do. as i said before i am a songwriter and the refrain to one of the songs I wrote is hallow me please hallow me, I need to do what I came here to and it is truly my mission, I have changed in the last year drastically, I have been spiritual for many, many years but this is different. it is integrating my lower nature with the light and being honest. So thanks again for the articles, I’m going back to read more.” Ellen

  • Releasing Old Anger in Accelerated DNA Recoding

    Recently the Council has requested that I assume the responsibility of assigning DNA Recoding Coaches to those seeking assistance moving through the Accelerated version of the DNA Recoding, Reconnection, and Activation Process. Overall, the response from the Recoders has been very positive, with the exception of a few. Those exceptions are very important and are the subject I wish to address on behalf of the Council, and of Joysia, Chief Genetics Engineer from the Sirian A Council and Head of the DNA Recoding Project on Earth.

    Let me begin by saying that being a DNA Recoding Coach is a very rewarding and challenging service. Assisting another person in moving up to full (multidimensional), consciousness and, therefore, full empowerment is perhaps the greatest, most loving service one human can provide for another. Yet, it takes great patience, wisdom, compassion, and objectivity on the part of the Coach to assist another through this process.

    Many times during the process the Coach will, at the request of the Recoder’s DNA Recoding Guide, trigger a portion of old anger in the Recoder. This may be very unpleasant for that individual due to their suppression of that anger through denial and their beliefs around anger. Many times the Coach bears the brunt of this triggering as the Recoder begins to lash out in denial of the anger. What I am seeing is the Recoders are very adamant about the fact that they don’t have any anger, and are angry (triggered) at the Coach for even suggesting they do. Please understand that being multidimensional also means loving one’s self. Each individual carries within them a sort of well. This well is usually full of anger. In order for an individual to achieve full consciousness they must drain (release) the anger from the well, so that it can begin being replenished with love. What I am saying here is that until your anger is released you cannot begin to feel self love.

    Mankind has been taught that expressing anger is wrong. So when they go into the Accelerated DNA Recoding Process they attempt to go straight to compassion and skip the anger so as not to have to express it. I am here to say that this will only lengthen your recoding process and the only compassion you will feel is intellectual compassion. And we haven’t even mentioned the physical pain that suppressed anger creates. True heart-felt compassion comes after the anger has been expressed by you and released through your High Heart. Remember, the body is programmed to express all emotions. The cells of your body beg you not to delude yourself into thinking there are shortcuts around expression of the lower frequency emotions of anger, hate, lust, shame, and guilt. Your body can only recode the cells that have been cleared of these emotions . So, you see denial of these emotions is only harming you.

    So once again, let me say to all those who read this and desire the accelerated version of recoding, that releasing the stored anger is a must for recoding. The physical body will not be able to increase its frequency unless the blocks of anger are triggered and released. The Formula of Compassion was given as the tool for releasing this anger, as well as other lower frequency emotions.

    We have explained in Coach’s Training that the lashing out of Recoders is most likely going to happen. We have done what we can to mentally and emotionally prepare the Coaches for this situation. We have taught the Coach to not take the Recoder’s anger personally and to understand it is part of the process. Coaches, along with the individual’s recoding guide, trigger these lower frequency emotions based on how well the recoder can use the Formula. That way they are not being triggered to express more than they can handle, with the Formula, at one time.

    A soon to be released article at this web site will cover the steps of how to express and release the emotions of hate, anger, blame, shame, and guilt.

    So, in closing, please give your recoding coach a break the next time they assist you in triggering old anger. They have chosen this work out of love for all mankind. Please let them know their efforts are appreciated.

    Blessings,

    Jelaila